I deserve all the shitty things that come my way..
well the dance is tonight, gay. im not going ha. Steph wanted me to go.. but nawh. lol. this year has been complete shit. urgh. i dunno. i feel bad for the friends of that michael kid. i didn't know him but i knew of him ya know? but i freakin' hate it how people are PRETENDING that they know him and were all upset. thats just really disrespectful. i mean wtf? i can name several people that are doin that, but im not because im not up to arguing when they find out. lol. Chisholm is pissin' me off to no end. supossidly she asked amanda if me and daniel are going out.. lol. um for the record we AREN'T!!. lol we were talkin' for a while but i ended that a couple weeks ago. lol. But if she was so "interested" in my life she could ask me. she hasn't had the decency to even say hi to me in the halls. so the bitch can stay outta my buisness. It was funny yesterday and today people were makin' fun of her because they were like she is already startin' to tell everyone she knew Michael really well. haha wadda dork. All this stuff kinda makes you think... who would even be upset if I died? ya know? I would have like 2 people come to my funeral. ha that would be Steph and Caitlyn. heh. If i died would they take my braces off? hmm lol. crazy. Josh was being a jerk yesterday on the fone. he called me and was like.. " picture this...the anouncements come on...mr fisher says "Students im sorry to report one of our students Stephanie Roddenberry has passed away" what would you do?" wtf kinda question is that? damn i was SOO mad and he kept sayin' well wadda bout so and so? and wadda bout blah blah blah.. i finally hung up on him. i thought i was gonna cry. dude damn...I mean i dont even wanna think about that. he was like i was just making you think how he'e friends feel. I dont wanna think about how they feel. because I CANT even IMAGINE how they must feel. If any of my friends died.. he was like what would u do if Stephanie died. I told him in all honesty i would prolly kill myself too. i would go insane. that girl has been there for me since preschool. wow.. lets not think about that shit. ANYWAYZ! lol. I heard mrs guadalupe told april she has gained weight. haha dude she is a lil out spoken huh? lol but you know she didn't mean it mean. lol.Brittany wants me to spend the night with her Saturday night and help her get ready for her party. lol. well ima go. ttyl8r. -