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still in partial hospitalization, should be done this week, and back to school, yesss! It's funny thinking how long i've been gone, I have no idea what people are saying. But oh well. I have Ash and Ed. Two amazing people indeed.
Speaking of Ed, we are going to prommmm. He asked me, and last night we had a date. It was amazing. He stuck with me through out all this shit, and I think it just made both of us realize how much we care for each other. It's been almost exactly a year since we first met, and I screwed him over. But we are finally getting it right.
We went to Friendly's, shared some loaded fries and a sundae, then went to the dollar theater to see Yes Man. We held hands and he kept his arm around me, god I forgot how good he smells. No kissing, he said he wanted it to be at the right moment. We walked outside to the car and got in, and as soon as I turned my face to talk to him, he kissed me. Wow, hello, head to toe goosebumps.
After the movie we went to a park and walked around. We went to an old spot I had there and cuddled. He kissed me and then said "I miss you." I laughed it off and told him I was right there, he said, "I've missed you, missed this" It was really cute. I told him I missed him too. He said he hopes we can get this right this time, that he wants to be with me. Then we walked back to the car and he pushed me against it and we kind of just stayed there hugging and barely kissing, I was a little nervous kissing him, I can't think when he kisses me. It's insane. He told me I am beautiful and amazing. That he can't wait for prom, and no matter what happened when I went back to school, he'd be there.
=) hello new life, I believe I like you.