"Denial"

[lillita]

I don't want to be a blank sheet
Filled only line by line
Empty spaces that never meet
Yet are always intertwined

This is not the life I lead
Nor a simple random act
Over head my bloody creed
I scream to fit the fact

I am but a paper doll
Fun until I rip
Where in time shall I fall?
Which beat shall my heart skip?

Can I not change what lot I am?
Shall we not break the mold?
Maybe one day we'll pass the dam
If fate could be left untold