"Enough for me is not much for you..."
"...Won't you forgive me. It's all I can do."
I think I fail to give anyone what they need from me. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I always come up short. That constant feeling of personal failure is exhausting. I'm so tired. I just think I should move far away where I can't hurt or disappoint anyone. Where would that be? Maybe I could just lock myself up in my house, alone with the cats. But then I'd probably find new and inventive ways to disappoint two animals who are content if I simply fill their food bowls and scratch behind their ears. That's me--an innovator.
I think I fail to give anyone what they need from me. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I always come up short. That constant feeling of personal failure is exhausting. I'm so tired. I just think I should move far away where I can't hurt or disappoint anyone. Where would that be? Maybe I could just lock myself up in my house, alone with the cats. But then I'd probably find new and inventive ways to disappoint two animals who are content if I simply fill their food bowls and scratch behind their ears. That's me--an innovator.