Chases
So I haven't posted one of these in the longest time.
My life feels so hectic. It's like every aspect of my life conspired against me to make me miserable. I hate to complain, but it's true, that is how I feel. I was in a very bad mood today. But then in first period Sam sang "When You Wish Upon a Star" to me and I felt better. Haha.
The point of this entry was to tell you all that I've been trying to get together with my friend for a really long time, and she drove me home today so we finally got to talk. And... I can't believe what I've missed. I hate what I've missed. I learned a few things that I didn't ever want to know. Then she made the statement, "Since you and I have stopped talking, I've sort of got corrupted. No more positive influences in my life, you know?" And even though she said it in a casual, unaccusing way... I felt really awful. And I still do. And I wish I hadn't missed out on a chance to make things okay.
My life feels so hectic. It's like every aspect of my life conspired against me to make me miserable. I hate to complain, but it's true, that is how I feel. I was in a very bad mood today. But then in first period Sam sang "When You Wish Upon a Star" to me and I felt better. Haha.
The point of this entry was to tell you all that I've been trying to get together with my friend for a really long time, and she drove me home today so we finally got to talk. And... I can't believe what I've missed. I hate what I've missed. I learned a few things that I didn't ever want to know. Then she made the statement, "Since you and I have stopped talking, I've sort of got corrupted. No more positive influences in my life, you know?" And even though she said it in a casual, unaccusing way... I felt really awful. And I still do. And I wish I hadn't missed out on a chance to make things okay.