It's August and I'm feeling down

Aug 03, 2010 14:54


Even though I got a decent amount of sleep last night and I saw Despicable Me with dremiel  (which is very, very funny and extremely silly and we both want squid launchers now), I woke up feeling blue. The feeling has not gone away. I'm just....sad.

I finally figured out why. This is the anniversary of my mother's death. It's been 18 years, and like clockwork I feel very depressed. And a bit grumpy, because I hate feeling like this. But it's like my internal clock goes, "Hey, Mama's death-iversary, time to feel like crap!", and I do.

It'll go away in a day or two, like always. I should give the apartment a good cleaning. That usually helps, oddly enough.

*sigh*

my so-called life

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