almost just doesnt cut it

[lilley7]

i wish someone knew the true me. Saw what I was all about, knew my goals in life, knows what makes me happy, and is always there to pick me up. A person that could see through the fake smile i put on and know how to truely please me. Someone who i can talk to about stuff beyond the normal flirting conversations we all have. yea those conversations can be fun, but they trick you into someone you are not, they mask your true self. I'm just hoping someone will see me as someone other than the cheerfull jock who likes to take off his shirt ha. There is just so much more out there and i wish i had someone to share it with. A person that i can just go down to the park (before 9 of course cause its dangerous) take a walk, and talk about all our fantasies and dreams of the future. Just someone to complete me and always be there for me, a person that i can say "because of you my dreams came true" to. but untill then i guess ill just put on my cheerful smile and be that jock who likes to take off his shirt cause thats goin pretty well. maybe im selfish and just want someone all to myself?

i feel ive lost my place.

You kept me guessin' and now I'm destined
I've spent my time missing you
I wish you would've loved me too