Aug 31, 2005 16:47
Wat up. You know, im kind of at a weird place right now. I think this is the first time where if someone were to ask me how I am doing, like generally, I would honestly say that I have no idea. Im kind of just living my life, but its like part of myself is turned off. The past few weeks have been pretty cool, shit happened, good times and bad times, and I really dont know what to make of it all. Ive run things over too many damn times in my head, and honestly im so tired of it. Im tired of thinking and feeling. Im tired of wanting and needing. I just wanna leave myself for awhile and not have to think about anything. Yeaa im in a really strange state. Everything is just wierd. Like im at a crossroad. but I dont know which way I want to go. And I dont even know which way I SHould go..