Aug 12, 2005 13:42
Hi all. Oh man today I woke up and I still felt all groggy from smoking out last night. Its like, "you know you're a pothead when..." lol jk yeah I definitely overdid it last night. Man but it was awesome. Shit happened afterward with P, talking about everything so far and how we both are. I told her how I felt, and she was honest with me about how she felt and what she wanted. It hurt but I knew that I was going to have to accept it and just live with it. And Im totally cool with that. I thought I was going to just fall into this huge pit of darkness and depression, but I was able to be strong about it and just keep doing what Im doing. Its all I can really do. Lifes too short to be miserable all the time anyway, right? lol but yeah. Things are cool. Im just gonna let my life take it's course as it's supposed to, and see what each new day brings. =) Hope everyone out there is doing well, much love to all my friends, till next time, keep it real~~~LG~~~
"Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray..
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed
I could break away..
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes
til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And break away...
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And break away...
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away
And break away...
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And break away...
Break away..."