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I'm moving on Monday!!! Molly asked me last night if I would consider Florida my home-home. I said eventually, in 5 months I plan to move into a different apartment and settle in FL cause as of right now the plan is to be there about 5 years give or take. I said that the apartment Disney is providing me is my limbo cause my mom's new house is not home nor is where she lives.. I mean I don't know the city at all I got lost like 5 or more times on New Years I HATE the damn belt line and I never knew NC State was so fucking huge! My Dad's place isn't home either. My Brother has his house in Boone for the moment and who knows what he's gonna do after he graduates in a few years.
I've also discovered with leaving behind North Carolina I'm leaving a lot behind and I'm kind of happy to let a lot go. I know a lot of the friendships I have won't last and I'm ok with that!! I know that by the time I enter the professional internship I can probably count the people who stayed close on my fingers. I'm already starting to let friendships go I got a new phone and I didn't replace all the #s my old phone has over 200 #s this phone so far has maybe 20 or 30. There a few people that I'm having trouble letting go that I know I need to let go of to move on oh well.... I'm sure once I'm in FL it will be a lot easier
I've also discovered with leaving behind North Carolina I'm leaving a lot behind and I'm kind of happy to let a lot go. I know a lot of the friendships I have won't last and I'm ok with that!! I know that by the time I enter the professional internship I can probably count the people who stayed close on my fingers. I'm already starting to let friendships go I got a new phone and I didn't replace all the #s my old phone has over 200 #s this phone so far has maybe 20 or 30. There a few people that I'm having trouble letting go that I know I need to let go of to move on oh well.... I'm sure once I'm in FL it will be a lot easier