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oh what a wonderful today...NOT! lol, i dont know the last time i said not! heheh anyways!!! So, yeah guys suck and did i mention guys suck. Oh and lie and suck. (had to get that out, ps there might be more throughout the entry) so last night i found out the "whole" truth behind everything, well actually all but one part, i found that out this morning. If you wanna know just ask me, i will inform you on whatever you may want to know. But now it is time to move on. i know what happened it cannot be changed, i will maybe never undetstand it but what can ya do about that?
To you... I may never know what fully happened, i mean i hope i do but you know. I am sorry that i hurt you so much, and i know you werent trying ot get back at me, i just wish you were thinking with a different head that day. I want to be your friend, and i know that will be hard to adjust to, but trust me you will be better for it in the end!
Why are you such an influence in all of this? I know you cant help who you love, but you didnt help him you hurt him, and me, and you. I know that you have feelings for him and you want what is best now it is time for you to step up to that.
Thank you for being there for me, you listen to me cry and only always take my side cause it is the RIGHT one! We will find it one day, and we will be thankful for all that we have been through to find what we truly want!
I know what you are going through is hard! But i guess that means we are just going to have good girls night out when i come down there! you know i love you and fuck the boys! lol
Why is life so hard for everyone right now? I wish all of us were happy and had what we wanted, but then it wouldnt be life. I guess we have to deal with this now to become who we were meant to be! I am excited to know all of you as the people you were born to be, I know that in the end we will look back on our time here adn be greatful! Thank you all for being somewhere for me to turn when there is nowhere else to go. I love you all very much, i cant imagine life without friends and i have some damn good ones! bye y'all
To you... I may never know what fully happened, i mean i hope i do but you know. I am sorry that i hurt you so much, and i know you werent trying ot get back at me, i just wish you were thinking with a different head that day. I want to be your friend, and i know that will be hard to adjust to, but trust me you will be better for it in the end!
Why are you such an influence in all of this? I know you cant help who you love, but you didnt help him you hurt him, and me, and you. I know that you have feelings for him and you want what is best now it is time for you to step up to that.
Thank you for being there for me, you listen to me cry and only always take my side cause it is the RIGHT one! We will find it one day, and we will be thankful for all that we have been through to find what we truly want!
I know what you are going through is hard! But i guess that means we are just going to have good girls night out when i come down there! you know i love you and fuck the boys! lol
Why is life so hard for everyone right now? I wish all of us were happy and had what we wanted, but then it wouldnt be life. I guess we have to deal with this now to become who we were meant to be! I am excited to know all of you as the people you were born to be, I know that in the end we will look back on our time here adn be greatful! Thank you all for being somewhere for me to turn when there is nowhere else to go. I love you all very much, i cant imagine life without friends and i have some damn good ones! bye y'all