Feb 23, 2005 16:53
So i decided today no more shit... I dont want to be that girl i dont want to just deal with what a guys wants to give/not give me! Because I am done with not being happy and searching for things where i know there is nothing and no future. I am ready for a future or atleast something steady. and i dont know if there is some sort of sign on me i dont see but if you are ENGAGED, or with someone, LEAVE ME ALONE. I cant deal with liking ppl i can never have or that i cant for a while... it is too tempting... well yeah DONE WITH IT! ALSO if you are an asshole STAY AWAY! ok moving on... life right now...
WORKING, I work fulltime and i am getting transfered to the restraunt anytime now... so NO MORE BEAR CLAW! yeah, it is fun but i get lonely ovr there! I still love the Great Wolf Lodge. It is a great place to be and the ppl there are the best!
SCHOOL, I LOVE IT! I have been there for almost 2 weeks and i am loving every minute of it. I get massages almost everyday and giving them is not bad either! Which is always good since that is what i want to do... RIGHT! and yes i will need practice clients soon!
OTHER, I colored my hair! It is now a sexy dark red (brings out the baby blues!) It is amazing how many ppl LOVE it! me included! I am finally getting to be truly happy with how things in life are going to. and that makes this all worth while. My life seems to be falling into place and that is the best! One thing that would make this all better is for my friends to be closer! I really miss you all too much... Pu Pu PLEASE come see me! ok i love you and wish you were here... or i was there... EITHER WAY WORKS! MMMWAH