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Sometimes I am such a wimp. I should have just tried. I wanted to do it, I thought I'd never make it and that I wasn't qualified so I didn't try and now I'm kicking myself for it. I might have really missed out on something. That sucks.
I don't know. I'm not really sure why I'm even writing in here anyway since no one knows what I'm talking about. le sigh.
I always seem to let these things pass me by because of my fear of being turned down. Who would've known if I did get turned down if I had tried? No one.. except for me of course and it probably would have killed me but still. I dont know. Guess I'm in a weird mood.
It's not like this is even an important thing that I didn't try to do..
Ok, I'm done being emo now. Everyone needs to be a little emo now and again right?
I don't know. I'm not really sure why I'm even writing in here anyway since no one knows what I'm talking about. le sigh.
I always seem to let these things pass me by because of my fear of being turned down. Who would've known if I did get turned down if I had tried? No one.. except for me of course and it probably would have killed me but still. I dont know. Guess I'm in a weird mood.
It's not like this is even an important thing that I didn't try to do..
Ok, I'm done being emo now. Everyone needs to be a little emo now and again right?