A much needed update.
Mother took me to Gateway to Athens today so we could pick up dinner. It was very good. I ordered Moussaka and had Spanikopita. I'm glad we ate there. Small portions, but the taste was quite delectable. Ben and I talked on the phone yesterday, because we do that everyday, and it just sucked. The phone sucks! It's annoying to hold and since you're not in person, sometimes there's nothing to say, which just makes it annoying. Then his mom bitched at him for calling long distance...oops. I've been playing the Sims 2 a lot lately. Ben has achieved his lifetime want, but then I was shocked to see that he was assigned another one! He better have a platinum aspiration level for life, or else! I've also come to the realization that I should lose weight. I'm the heaviest I've ever been, yet I still think I look hot, but it would be nice to not have a big stomach. When I look in the mirror, there's a bulgey stomach. I don't quite fancy that, so let's get rid of it! I'm hoping that my HS track is not chained up. If it's open, I'm gonna start running/walking again. It would definitely be good for me. This eating everything in sight thing that I've been doing lately resulted in this. Haha...I think I've gained like 10 pounds since I started dating Ben. Damn boys who don't tell you you're fat! Last year Andrew actually told me that I looked fat and needed to lose weight. I looked great last year, the asshole! Honestly, it would be really sweet to lose 30 pounds. I know that's a lot and won't happen, but 160 is slightly scary, but the crazy thing is that I still look good! Damn me!