Awww memories!!!!!!
So today I was putting up pictures in a wall that was left to decorate. So being the cheap college student that I am i thought taping pictures together would be well free!!! Awww marcquitos i have this picture of him and marissa, aww they are so awesome. Its weird i always felt like if emmy and marcos are like my long lost lovers haha. well ok maybe not maybe like long lost bros. aww the good times.
This week has actually been a good week, took my 1st test in college, they were actually not so bad, i admit i panicked but nonetheless i think i deserve a slap in the butt. :->
I was a little aggrevated today because my two older sisters, susie's fiance, their roommates, and a my lovely crazy cousins were off from San Antonio to Sin City. Yes Las Vegas, they totally sux. It was jackie's 21st b-day so they were all going to celebrate. Dammit age sucks well at least not being 21 does. I felt a little sad because i only get to see my cousins like twice a year and they were so close and i couldnt see them. See one of my cousins that went her name is Daniela. She is so beautiful, i think if she had not becomed bulimic she would have been like MISS MEXICO. I always get this feeling like if i wont get to see her again every time I go visit her at San Luis Potosi. ( Si SENOR) This summer when i went to go see her it was awesome! Every time she sees us its like my sisters and my mom are like her medicine. She actually eats and puts on make-up. Well this time it was different. We stayed up all night, every night that we were there just talking.
Her parents and mine are ironically going through the same situation. My father was kicked out of my house for being a compulsive liar and a money gambler, and her dad or my uncle, was caught cheating with her mom's, my aunts, best friend. We talked about what we felt, all the drama that was going on. As each night we cried, laughed, and yelled, she began telling my sisters and I what drove her to her disease.
She felt so happy and secure by our presence that she began saying that their was this guy that she started to date when she turned 13. He was 25 and deeply into cocaine. She had no idea, i mean she was only a little girl. She tole us that she started to fall in love for this guy really fast but she couldnt understand his sudden mood swings or his red shoot eyes every time he came to pick her up. Well as the time progressed, he bagan to harass her. He would black mail her by saying that if she didnt sleep with him he was going to tell her parents that they already did it. My cousin felt trapped, altough she didnt want to lose him beacause she loved him. She gave in and he continually raped her untill she was 18. Could you imagine you teenage life with all this drama.
My cousin never figured it out that THAT had been the root of her disease. Untill she entered an institution in Mexcico called OCEANICA, its kinda like a fancy charter palms. After her she left her rehab she actually began to gain weight, but as soon as my uncle was caught in the line of fire she began again. We always beg her to come back with us, but my uncle wont let her. It makes me so mad. She is such a beautiful person. Every time we leave and exchange hugs, and kisses we always cry. I feel like every time i go i leave a piece of my corazon. Its weird how being just cousins their is like an unseen powerful bond that has always made us more than cousins. I really wish that she could come the the states i know she would be so happy. Thats why right now i'm so glad that she got to leave her nightmare back home and got to party with my craziest sis. After her parents stopped talking she plummited back into her disease, so a time of from all the tension and drama will difinetly get her self-eteem up high. Although i wish i could have gone to the giant calzonada they were going to have at the hotel im happy that my hard working sisters and my cousins go to go, to forget the problems back home.
As of now my cousin still sees the guy around San Luis, and yes she still loves him and yet wants him dead. shes had many guys after her over the years but she cant get over her fears. She still gets disguted when she hugs a guy and she has not had a b/f since then. Although shes now 25 her heart i guess you can say is scarred.
Well thats enough of that, it starting to make me sad and mad.
Ok so today i took my Christian Scriptures test. How funny that i actually got tested over the Bible and its history. After the the test chris, miriam, and I began talking that many students after taking this class tend to lose their faith. Yes God seems a little cold-hearted, yes i know it sounds rather strong but its true, well at least in the old testament. We began to analyze why is it that it was fine to practice polygamy at the beginning of time. It was disguting to find out that their was gang rape of men with men, that Noah's son was gay, and that incest happened all the time with like your own father. It might throw off some people as to why r the bible is really about. God creating and destroying the world all in just Genesis, mind you. Well here is my interpretation of Genesis, God took the world and created it, didnt have laws because he thought the world was meant for free will, began to see that people are horrible creatures,yes even you Amanda Longoria and emmy.hahaha. Yes i know im EEEvil too. Well as God decided to send us all to hell for our booty calls, Noah convinced him that he was good and some of his siblings too. So God flooded the Earth. As for Abraham he decided to make him lucky by giving him a kid when he turned 100. How lucky Abraham must have felt happy to know that his wife and him had to work at having a kid at that age. As god promised Abraham to give him many descendents he included that all men should be cicumcised to show his love and promise to him. Amen to that. :-> I think God was dealing with prehistoric people that had no idea as to what was bad or not i mean their really was no ten commandment until the next chapter, exodus. So until the next test i will add more to the my interpretation of the bible. I guess it does sound awkward for a person that has some faith to suddenly feel confused.
well amigos wish me some fun for the weekened. I miss U all muah!!!!
-poor college chikita (no pos wow)
This week has actually been a good week, took my 1st test in college, they were actually not so bad, i admit i panicked but nonetheless i think i deserve a slap in the butt. :->
I was a little aggrevated today because my two older sisters, susie's fiance, their roommates, and a my lovely crazy cousins were off from San Antonio to Sin City. Yes Las Vegas, they totally sux. It was jackie's 21st b-day so they were all going to celebrate. Dammit age sucks well at least not being 21 does. I felt a little sad because i only get to see my cousins like twice a year and they were so close and i couldnt see them. See one of my cousins that went her name is Daniela. She is so beautiful, i think if she had not becomed bulimic she would have been like MISS MEXICO. I always get this feeling like if i wont get to see her again every time I go visit her at San Luis Potosi. ( Si SENOR) This summer when i went to go see her it was awesome! Every time she sees us its like my sisters and my mom are like her medicine. She actually eats and puts on make-up. Well this time it was different. We stayed up all night, every night that we were there just talking.
Her parents and mine are ironically going through the same situation. My father was kicked out of my house for being a compulsive liar and a money gambler, and her dad or my uncle, was caught cheating with her mom's, my aunts, best friend. We talked about what we felt, all the drama that was going on. As each night we cried, laughed, and yelled, she began telling my sisters and I what drove her to her disease.
She felt so happy and secure by our presence that she began saying that their was this guy that she started to date when she turned 13. He was 25 and deeply into cocaine. She had no idea, i mean she was only a little girl. She tole us that she started to fall in love for this guy really fast but she couldnt understand his sudden mood swings or his red shoot eyes every time he came to pick her up. Well as the time progressed, he bagan to harass her. He would black mail her by saying that if she didnt sleep with him he was going to tell her parents that they already did it. My cousin felt trapped, altough she didnt want to lose him beacause she loved him. She gave in and he continually raped her untill she was 18. Could you imagine you teenage life with all this drama.
My cousin never figured it out that THAT had been the root of her disease. Untill she entered an institution in Mexcico called OCEANICA, its kinda like a fancy charter palms. After her she left her rehab she actually began to gain weight, but as soon as my uncle was caught in the line of fire she began again. We always beg her to come back with us, but my uncle wont let her. It makes me so mad. She is such a beautiful person. Every time we leave and exchange hugs, and kisses we always cry. I feel like every time i go i leave a piece of my corazon. Its weird how being just cousins their is like an unseen powerful bond that has always made us more than cousins. I really wish that she could come the the states i know she would be so happy. Thats why right now i'm so glad that she got to leave her nightmare back home and got to party with my craziest sis. After her parents stopped talking she plummited back into her disease, so a time of from all the tension and drama will difinetly get her self-eteem up high. Although i wish i could have gone to the giant calzonada they were going to have at the hotel im happy that my hard working sisters and my cousins go to go, to forget the problems back home.
As of now my cousin still sees the guy around San Luis, and yes she still loves him and yet wants him dead. shes had many guys after her over the years but she cant get over her fears. She still gets disguted when she hugs a guy and she has not had a b/f since then. Although shes now 25 her heart i guess you can say is scarred.
Well thats enough of that, it starting to make me sad and mad.
Ok so today i took my Christian Scriptures test. How funny that i actually got tested over the Bible and its history. After the the test chris, miriam, and I began talking that many students after taking this class tend to lose their faith. Yes God seems a little cold-hearted, yes i know it sounds rather strong but its true, well at least in the old testament. We began to analyze why is it that it was fine to practice polygamy at the beginning of time. It was disguting to find out that their was gang rape of men with men, that Noah's son was gay, and that incest happened all the time with like your own father. It might throw off some people as to why r the bible is really about. God creating and destroying the world all in just Genesis, mind you. Well here is my interpretation of Genesis, God took the world and created it, didnt have laws because he thought the world was meant for free will, began to see that people are horrible creatures,yes even you Amanda Longoria and emmy.hahaha. Yes i know im EEEvil too. Well as God decided to send us all to hell for our booty calls, Noah convinced him that he was good and some of his siblings too. So God flooded the Earth. As for Abraham he decided to make him lucky by giving him a kid when he turned 100. How lucky Abraham must have felt happy to know that his wife and him had to work at having a kid at that age. As god promised Abraham to give him many descendents he included that all men should be cicumcised to show his love and promise to him. Amen to that. :-> I think God was dealing with prehistoric people that had no idea as to what was bad or not i mean their really was no ten commandment until the next chapter, exodus. So until the next test i will add more to the my interpretation of the bible. I guess it does sound awkward for a person that has some faith to suddenly feel confused.
well amigos wish me some fun for the weekened. I miss U all muah!!!!
-poor college chikita (no pos wow)