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[lilkillinazngal]

I KNOW: thay i need to go to sleep
I WANT: to fix things with Derek..... I think
I HAVE: to go to bed
I WISH: that I could see Derek
I HATE: feeling lonely
I MISS: Mya, my bestest buddy in the whoel wide world
I FEAR: that lief isnt taking me where it should it
I HEAR: the wind
I SEARCH: for someone to care for me like they should
I WONDER: what's REALLY going on
I REGRET: making a fol of myself in front of others
I LOVE: my job
I ACHE: in my back
I CARE: about Kelly
I ALWAYS: am on the run, away from my problems, APPARTENTLY
I AM NOT: going to lay down while ANYONE walks all over me
I DANCE:-ed tonight?
I SING: loudly.... in my car.....
I CRY: entirely TOO easy
I DO NOT ALWAYS: give a fuck
I FIGHT: with bout everyone in my life
I WRITE: not as much as I'd like
I WIN: when I try
I LOSE: my abilty to stand up fo myself when shit goes down
I CONFUSE: myself more then others
I LISTEN: to who?
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: at WALGREENS!!!
I NEED: to leave J-ville
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: getting my frickin pay check!!!!! :)
I SHOULD: spend more time with my lil sister.