To all my Lincoln/Warren people!!!!! I miss yall so much!!!!!!!

Oct 24, 2005 03:25

Well, life is life right? I've been doin alright i guess, kinda stressed. me and Derek have been rocky, and I didn't knwo what to do. SO, now we're back together. What do ya know right? yea whatever....... I duno, don't wann atlk about it right now.

You know what I've been wondering? I was wondering what would have happened if I had never moved away from Michigan?
Would I still be best friend with Mya?
Would I still have continued to talk to Desi and Corey?
Would I have finished out my high school years playing sports and singing in the choir?
Would I sitll talk to Denae and Becca?
Would I ever figure out what happened between me and Jessica Poloski? lol
Would I have dated more Asian guys?
Would I be moved out like I am now?
Would I have gone to U of M like I wanted to? Or maybe MSU? lol or maybe MCC??? haha
WOuld I be a crim just major? Or stuck with pre-med like I wanted?
WOuld I have had more fun?
Woul I have gone to more parties?
Would I have dated more?
Would I have the same friends I had in 9th grade?
And most importantly, would have I have gotten over JP?? lol oh yea, that question lingers real good. I think I made a difference in his life too by moving away. I remeber in 8th grade some one new moved to our school and i guess she notices him and some one was like, "Oh you don't wanna mess with him, he's KATHY'S!!!!" and we weren't even going out!!!! I look back to my entries when i first started LJ< and I was so hooked up on him, it was RIDICULOUS!!!!!! Why couldn't any one have told me how RIDICULOUS I was?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! lol IT's funny, now we don't even talk and he HATES my best friend.

oh man, I had so much fun my freshman year! I wanna go back so bad! I had to cares, I was just like whatever..... don' give a shit.... 9th grade was so fun. I hated the rest of high school. Nothing willever compare to that year.
I remeber Denae telling me how she loved Sherrods lips.
I remeber Becca tellin me bout Charlie ........ and then Travis.
I remember Mai, wasting her time over WIlbur.
I remember people being sad because Jackie Long was moving away.
I remember my first pom pon party, desi, corey, russ, josh harris, and jp were all there, it was at jp's house, that's why I went!!!! lol Screw the Pom Poms!!!!! lmfao....... We played truth or dare and I had to take off my shirt, but I had a sports bra on so the guys were disappointed..... lol Our float looked like a marshmelow, but we had fun!!!!!!! lol
I remeber Heather Fazier moving away, to Fraser.... got a good laugh out of that one....
I remember how I almost beat the living fuck out of Amanda Ross cuz she was talkin shit bout Liz Rinas.....
I remember Corey, drooling over Thanh...... lol and Desi...... drooling over Jason Janusek at the end of the year.......
Ashley Sikorski and Deanna O'Clair with their BS drama........
James Holland being an asshole, trying to get me to like him......
Allison Shultz was always trying to be better then me and Mai, or just trying to make us look bad some how.....
Jerry Downs was hot shit.........
Russell was also one of the "Unattainables"....... lol
Me, Mai and Sarah PRevost all were the bestest of friends....... no I don't knwo whats up with Srah because we're too different form each other and dont talk to each other n e more.
I don't know what's up with Desi, or Corey, or Dannie, or Anahi, or anyone else for that matter.

I'm saddened by this. I miss too many things being down here.
Becca, I'm so sorry for your loss.... I knew nothing of it, I just found out by reading ur journal, your parents will be in my prayers always...
Rocka, I duno whats up with you and Russ, but hopefully everyone wokrs out for the good of both of you...
Jackie.... seems as if your doing weell!!! Your the only person I know about and thats cuz you blog like CRAZY!!!!!!! lol
Russ....... I have no idea whats up with you.....
Shane..... I don't talk to you much now either!!!!!!
And Maimee....... your my bestest friend in the whole world and you better fuckin beleive it!!!!

hehe it's 4 o clock in the morn and I'm sittin here reminising about freshman year....... how funny is that!!!!! I guess when you get sad/angry/depressed you try to think of good times... and you know what? Whenevr that happens to me I always think of Lincoln Senior High school Class of 2004.....................................
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