MER
ok so i just wrote this huge entry and it freaking got erased. I hate that. Especially cause i just pretty much spilled out all of my emotions. And it took me an hour to finish.
So basically I stop thinking about him until I see something that reminds me of him. I havent thought about him for like a month. Then I come across this picture of his car after his accident. Which I hadnt seen before. The car was so crushed I cant believe they got him out of it. They didnt think he was gonna live. But he did. Then I met him. And he took a piece of my heart with him that night, and I don't think he knows that. So now I'm crabby, worked too long and smell like an onion ring, and am in a thinking mood. Which right now isnt good. I want to sleep.
Well, B's party freaking rocked last night. Candlelit hot tubs, pink champagne, random pictures (with random guys), laughing till it hurt... i needed that.
So as you can see im sleep-deprived, therefore shouldnt be writing in my LJ.
I'll leave with some lyrics from my fav band:
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
Do you still think about me
you're so far away...
<3
So basically I stop thinking about him until I see something that reminds me of him. I havent thought about him for like a month. Then I come across this picture of his car after his accident. Which I hadnt seen before. The car was so crushed I cant believe they got him out of it. They didnt think he was gonna live. But he did. Then I met him. And he took a piece of my heart with him that night, and I don't think he knows that. So now I'm crabby, worked too long and smell like an onion ring, and am in a thinking mood. Which right now isnt good. I want to sleep.
Well, B's party freaking rocked last night. Candlelit hot tubs, pink champagne, random pictures (with random guys), laughing till it hurt... i needed that.
So as you can see im sleep-deprived, therefore shouldnt be writing in my LJ.
I'll leave with some lyrics from my fav band:
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
Do you still think about me
you're so far away...
<3