a note to seany =*(
blah but once again i made u mad at me. . sean i am sry i can't be what u want me to be. . i do like u a lot but i don't want a bf right now. . but i don't want u to stop hangin out w. me eitha. . .we have so much fun together and u kno it. . we don't have to be goin out to have fun. . i think we r doin an ok this way. . no i don't wanna loose u . . but if the only way i can keep u around is by goin out w/ u right this moment then i dunno what to say. . i am so sry that i left u that mean voice mail poophead. . i didn't mean that we should end wat we have i am sry for sayin it but u just made me mad by signin off and not sayin anything besides "eh" to me. . i am so sry for everything sean. . u don't deserve any of this. . .and i am sry to write this on my lj but u won't answer my calls and u weren't online and i had to say this all. . its ok cause no1 reads this anyways. . prolly not even u but its ok maybe u will look just this one time. . just be happy and keep swimmin. . and take care of baby nemo hunnie i am so sry. . can we please hang out and talk when i get home tomorrow =(. . .if u will answer my call this time. . have a nice rest of the weekend and i miss u =/
~ash
~ash