Eight beautiful months
My life has completely changed. I met a boy who has completely turned my life around and made me view things differently. What fulfills my life is his love, his companionship, and everything that comes with it. I know that I've found my soul mate because when you've met that person theres this surreal chemistry. I feel like theres something powerful binding us together, but of course its nothing that can be seen or physically touched. Its just this natural allure, this love, that makes us both so complete. I know deep in my heart that this is the real thing. I've been "in love" before, yes. But, always during those relationships, even though I said "I love you," it felt differently. Even though we'd say we're gonna be together "forever," it felt so fake and unnatural. Deep deep deep down inside it did. And I know that people out there know what I'm talking about. You want to believe it so bad, but your gut feeling tells you differently, and you cant lie to yourself... sorry. But this time, it feels so incredibly sure. The fact that I can tell the difference is the reason why I'm so amazed. Its so reassuring that our love is beyond that of "puppy love." Its at another level. The type of love that it builds a bond between the two people. Hes the only person who has seen the complete me. I've never felt so comfortable in my own skin. I've never felt so right expressing my insecurities and fears to another person. I've opened up to him so that he knows me completely, and each time I've revealed another layer he accepts it and is so embracing. Hes shown that he loves me for every part of me. He even loves my "stubborn/hard headed/selfish/bitchy" side. If I'm frustrated and angry to the point that I just want to explode, you know what he does? He doesnt get pissed off at me b/c I'm acting like a "bitch." He doesnt create a fight out of it. He asks me whats wrong, and he looks at me with these eyes that tell me hes not just asking me because its the "right thing to do," its because he really cares. Theres been points that things have just gotten the best of me, and they hurt me so bad, and only he knows what to say to make me feel better. The best part of it all, I've never been hurt, mad, sad, upset, frustrated, or stressed because of HIM. He's never been the reason for my most difficult moments, and even when I'm a difficult person to deal with (because I am), somehow.... SOMEHOW... he knows how to deal with me.
I'm not gonna lie... sometimes I want to pinch myself and yell "WAKE UP!" I mean how could something be that perfect... how could someone be that perfect? Eight months down the line I have yet to be proven wrong. My reality is this perfect, and I'm so thankful.... I'm soooo thankful. I could not say that enough because I am. I've dreamed of meeting someone like him, and I've hoped for it, and prayed for it, and here he is: placed right in the middle of my life. We're so perfect together. I have so much fun with him, and he makes me laugh so damn much. I love how my family treats him like hes already apart of it. He makes me smile so much, and somehow the things I wish and hope for he knows without me telling him. Things I've always dreamed a guy would do, he does it for me without ever knowing. He always goes out of his way for me, and he's always looking to make me happy even if its the smallest of things. Whether it be going on a diet with me just so I can stay focused lol to going to Winn Dixie and buying my favorite foods, packing me lunch, and bringing it to my job b/c he knows I'm hungry. He tells me I'm beautiful every 5 minutes, and he gets upset if I dont hold his hand. He's constantly giving me kisses, even if its just on my foreheard, to remind me that he loves me. My goodness that boy makes me feel like a queen. He makes me feel perfect inside and out. He has never put me down in any way.... Only boosts me up, and supports me, like a good man should.
I have shared so many countless memories and sacred moments with him. The first time he told me he loved me has to be one of the best moments in my life. The moment couldnt have felt more perfect, and I swear for that split second I felt like it was going to come out of his mouth.... I heard the words in my head because I was hoping. I wanted him to love me so bad because he was the guy I had been searching for. Then he said it, and for a moment everything around me wasnt there. The only thing that was there was him holding me, and the rush that I had just felt through my body and the sensation I felt in my heart. I will never forget the joy that I felt at that very moment. I felt it again on Valentine's Day. I've always had a valentine, but not a "real" valentine's day. No one had ever taken me out... no one had ever planned a romantic evening. Not only did I get my Valentine's Day "date," but I got a beautiful night filled with love and passion. Everything was perfect to the last detail. The moments we shared that night were priceless, and the only word I could think of describe the feeling I felt is heaven.
I wouldnt trade him in for ANYTHING... NOTHING could make me want to give up the bond I have with him. No man, no money, no prize, no fame, no success, no glory... nothing. Nothing I could possibly ever experience could be better than this. Everything I do is as good as it is if not BETTER because I'm sharing it with him. To with such a wonderful person is a blessing. The only thing I need in my life is him. I have found my eternal bliss. As long as I have good health, happiness, and my family to go with it.... I'm good to go. Nothing compares to this, and thank God, at this young age of 18, I have it all already.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE ♥ ♥
I'm not gonna lie... sometimes I want to pinch myself and yell "WAKE UP!" I mean how could something be that perfect... how could someone be that perfect? Eight months down the line I have yet to be proven wrong. My reality is this perfect, and I'm so thankful.... I'm soooo thankful. I could not say that enough because I am. I've dreamed of meeting someone like him, and I've hoped for it, and prayed for it, and here he is: placed right in the middle of my life. We're so perfect together. I have so much fun with him, and he makes me laugh so damn much. I love how my family treats him like hes already apart of it. He makes me smile so much, and somehow the things I wish and hope for he knows without me telling him. Things I've always dreamed a guy would do, he does it for me without ever knowing. He always goes out of his way for me, and he's always looking to make me happy even if its the smallest of things. Whether it be going on a diet with me just so I can stay focused lol to going to Winn Dixie and buying my favorite foods, packing me lunch, and bringing it to my job b/c he knows I'm hungry. He tells me I'm beautiful every 5 minutes, and he gets upset if I dont hold his hand. He's constantly giving me kisses, even if its just on my foreheard, to remind me that he loves me. My goodness that boy makes me feel like a queen. He makes me feel perfect inside and out. He has never put me down in any way.... Only boosts me up, and supports me, like a good man should.
I have shared so many countless memories and sacred moments with him. The first time he told me he loved me has to be one of the best moments in my life. The moment couldnt have felt more perfect, and I swear for that split second I felt like it was going to come out of his mouth.... I heard the words in my head because I was hoping. I wanted him to love me so bad because he was the guy I had been searching for. Then he said it, and for a moment everything around me wasnt there. The only thing that was there was him holding me, and the rush that I had just felt through my body and the sensation I felt in my heart. I will never forget the joy that I felt at that very moment. I felt it again on Valentine's Day. I've always had a valentine, but not a "real" valentine's day. No one had ever taken me out... no one had ever planned a romantic evening. Not only did I get my Valentine's Day "date," but I got a beautiful night filled with love and passion. Everything was perfect to the last detail. The moments we shared that night were priceless, and the only word I could think of describe the feeling I felt is heaven.
I wouldnt trade him in for ANYTHING... NOTHING could make me want to give up the bond I have with him. No man, no money, no prize, no fame, no success, no glory... nothing. Nothing I could possibly ever experience could be better than this. Everything I do is as good as it is if not BETTER because I'm sharing it with him. To with such a wonderful person is a blessing. The only thing I need in my life is him. I have found my eternal bliss. As long as I have good health, happiness, and my family to go with it.... I'm good to go. Nothing compares to this, and thank God, at this young age of 18, I have it all already.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE ♥ ♥