Hurt and Very Upset!
Ok so I really don't get why ppl get so pissed that me and Josh are friends! I mean honestly we have been friends for a while, and juss bcuz we got into a fite don't mean we will never speak again! So neways I should probably get 2 my point now huh? Last week I went to Joshes house 2 drop off his Christmas gift, and now I'm getting accused of doing shit that never even happened, or would happen! I called him to tell him I was on my way over with his gift, and when I got there he came outside and we were on his porch for like 15 or 20 minutes talking. We never went in the house, we juss stayed out front and talked about stuff cuz we hadnt really seen each other in a while. And then we hugged each other goodbye and I left. I've told this repeatedly to one person and it really bugs me and hurts me that he still doesnt believe me. Tom thinks that I cheated on him with Josh, he thinks i slept with him, which never ever happened and would not happen! Number one I told him I would never do that to him, number 2 Josh is going out w/ Jamie, and number 3 me and Josh don't look at each other like that. We are just friends thats it, basically how its always been w/us. You have no idea how much it hurts that the person I have been with for a year and a half almost 2 years still does not believe me. What does he want me 2 say? I've told him so many times and still he brings it up that he doesn't believe me. I've cried on the phone with him, I've done everything and yet still nothing. Last nite he told me that it juss seems to weird that after I talked 2 Josh that I told him I had started to think about breaking up with him. He said that something had to have happened with me and him, cuz why else would I feel like that a week later. It has nothing to do with Josh or neone else why I'm not sure if we should be 2gether nemore, it has 2 do w/me and thats it. So if he doesn't believe me I dunno wat I'm supposed 2 do, but if it keeps up I am out of this relationship cuz you can't have a relationship w/someone w/o trust and obviously rite now he does'nt trust me! If neone has anything to add or ne advice I would love to hear it, cuz honestly I have no clue about wat I'm supposed 2 do in this situation. Help me please neone who reads this! thanx 2 all in advance