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so i had a chance to ask HIM to homecomming...but i didnt...i didnt want to ask him at a time like this...you know like what im going through...but we did have this amazing talk...he is so sweet. i had a talk with hawk and i said i still wanna believe on the 1st day of school its going to be happy she is going to be there with her bright smily face...but it wont its going to be a long drawn out day and quiet, execpt the freshman and sophomores dont care bc they didnt know her...and then i told it to alexa bc we went walking...and i broke down when we were walking...but its so tru...i cant deal with this any longer...wy do the most amazing ppl in life have to be gone? first lauren who tried her best to make everyone smile, same with becca she wasnt the rudest of ppl she was the kinda grl who would smile at me in the hall and wave...it was nice...now i wont get that!GRR why does this all have to happen?