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some things you may not know about me:
-i i love to draw, but i suck at it. i am not artistic or creative at all.
-i love motorcycles (and dirt bikes)... even though the first time i rode one, i ran into a trailor. (i was like 13) lol
-my family in florida is mostly made up of rednecks and hicks but i love them so much. they still make me smile.
-when i was born, i weighed a lil over 3 pounds. i was 10 weeks premature. i've gained almost exactly 100 lbs since i was born. lol
-i'm a neat freak. not OCD. but i hate being around messes. thats why im hate my house.
- i still miss my neighbor that moved away like 7 years ago. i think he was my first kiss. i dont remember.
-i have a horrible short term memory but a very good long term memory. its weird.
-i am so ticklish. everywhere. i hate it. but i love it at the same time. probably the only reason why i have some abs right now.
-i love rain and i love storms. but i love the sun.
-my mom has been my best friend in the world for so long and now that we're growing apart... it hurts more than anything.
-but i do have one of the best friends ever. he's good to talk to. i'll miss him.
-i miss my old friends. i think i pushed everyone away again. my goal: to fix some of those relationships.. maybe one a week
-i want my own apartment. and i want a job that i like.
-bella is my baby and she is helping me stay sane right now. i could of never gotten rid of you. and i wont.
-i miss being in the top ten. i know its my own fault but i wish i would of tried instead of just done what i had to do to get by.
-i think i want to be a pediatrician or a surgeon for kids. but i think it would kill me if something happened to a kid i was taking care of. thats why i dont want to be a doctor.
-I won't be able to see one of the people closest to me for over a year. and that kills me.
-i try to always tell people how i feel... but sometimes i cant. i'm trying. but it seems like i'm getting nothing in return so, why do it?
-i'm usually pessimistic. unless you catch me on a good day.
don't read it if you dont want to. but you might learn something. i've gotten so much done today. i took my baby for a walk and ran for like 1/2 a mile. my knee didnt hurt that bad either. yay.
then i went to get a shower and bella decided she wanted to play in the water too so she got a shower with me. my lil water baby.
thennn i went and talked to joan at ivy glen. i forgot that she was the head manager there. she was my head lady when i went to primrose in like 3rd grade when i first moved here. so i might be going over to her house later to see her daughter (shes my age and we used to be best friends) and her other kids. ah so weird.
then i came home and did laundry and cleaned up the downstairs a lil bit. or atleast tried to with my baby attached to my leg the whole time. and now baby is taking a nap and she's smiling in her sleep. lol.
and now i'm so hungry. but we have no food in this house. and i'm lazy and dont want to go get something. and i dont want to spend money. bleh. i'm gonna go clean up some more. Adios Liebe. <3
-i i love to draw, but i suck at it. i am not artistic or creative at all.
-i love motorcycles (and dirt bikes)... even though the first time i rode one, i ran into a trailor. (i was like 13) lol
-my family in florida is mostly made up of rednecks and hicks but i love them so much. they still make me smile.
-when i was born, i weighed a lil over 3 pounds. i was 10 weeks premature. i've gained almost exactly 100 lbs since i was born. lol
-i'm a neat freak. not OCD. but i hate being around messes. thats why im hate my house.
- i still miss my neighbor that moved away like 7 years ago. i think he was my first kiss. i dont remember.
-i have a horrible short term memory but a very good long term memory. its weird.
-i am so ticklish. everywhere. i hate it. but i love it at the same time. probably the only reason why i have some abs right now.
-i love rain and i love storms. but i love the sun.
-my mom has been my best friend in the world for so long and now that we're growing apart... it hurts more than anything.
-but i do have one of the best friends ever. he's good to talk to. i'll miss him.
-i miss my old friends. i think i pushed everyone away again. my goal: to fix some of those relationships.. maybe one a week
-i want my own apartment. and i want a job that i like.
-bella is my baby and she is helping me stay sane right now. i could of never gotten rid of you. and i wont.
-i miss being in the top ten. i know its my own fault but i wish i would of tried instead of just done what i had to do to get by.
-i think i want to be a pediatrician or a surgeon for kids. but i think it would kill me if something happened to a kid i was taking care of. thats why i dont want to be a doctor.
-I won't be able to see one of the people closest to me for over a year. and that kills me.
-i try to always tell people how i feel... but sometimes i cant. i'm trying. but it seems like i'm getting nothing in return so, why do it?
-i'm usually pessimistic. unless you catch me on a good day.
don't read it if you dont want to. but you might learn something. i've gotten so much done today. i took my baby for a walk and ran for like 1/2 a mile. my knee didnt hurt that bad either. yay.
then i went to get a shower and bella decided she wanted to play in the water too so she got a shower with me. my lil water baby.
thennn i went and talked to joan at ivy glen. i forgot that she was the head manager there. she was my head lady when i went to primrose in like 3rd grade when i first moved here. so i might be going over to her house later to see her daughter (shes my age and we used to be best friends) and her other kids. ah so weird.
then i came home and did laundry and cleaned up the downstairs a lil bit. or atleast tried to with my baby attached to my leg the whole time. and now baby is taking a nap and she's smiling in her sleep. lol.
and now i'm so hungry. but we have no food in this house. and i'm lazy and dont want to go get something. and i dont want to spend money. bleh. i'm gonna go clean up some more. Adios Liebe. <3