please dont leave me here by myself
i realy liked tonight. i cant tell if what i want is what i really want. you cant ask for something that is impossible to give. this probably makes no sense at all but the thoughts in my head dont either. there are so many thoughts in my head that are pulling me in different directions all at once. i really want this but i will never get this. ugh. this makes no sense at all so im going to bed and maybe in the morning things will be better. bungee jumping with harry is soon. i cant wait. definately time to sleep. goodnight.