ew, complaining.
I skipped out on school today, well.. just because I didn't want to spend another day there this week. Tomorrow's a half day meaning zero work for the most part so it's okay.
It hits home when I begin to think things are okay between me and someone again, and then they go and pull something stupid like this again. Haha, how history repeats it's self.
I need to start taking things seriously again before I wind up somewhere I wish I weren't. I've been on a downward spiral lately and I don't know how to fix some of the things that are big factors in my feeling/attitude on things.
Maybe I just expect too much out of people, I don't know. I think I'm going to write Tiffany a letter tomorrow because letters are better than emails, and well I don't know I need to talk to someone I can trust.
I guess it bothers me a little, how someone can get mad at me when I become friends with people they know. It's like, yeah I've been best friends with you since before summer, and I get a new friend and you think I'm going to drop you. Maybe I think people know me more than they do.
So many maybe's I wish I were sure of something, or I wish I didn't have to guess how people felt because they won't tell me..
It hits home when I begin to think things are okay between me and someone again, and then they go and pull something stupid like this again. Haha, how history repeats it's self.
I need to start taking things seriously again before I wind up somewhere I wish I weren't. I've been on a downward spiral lately and I don't know how to fix some of the things that are big factors in my feeling/attitude on things.
Maybe I just expect too much out of people, I don't know. I think I'm going to write Tiffany a letter tomorrow because letters are better than emails, and well I don't know I need to talk to someone I can trust.
I guess it bothers me a little, how someone can get mad at me when I become friends with people they know. It's like, yeah I've been best friends with you since before summer, and I get a new friend and you think I'm going to drop you. Maybe I think people know me more than they do.
So many maybe's I wish I were sure of something, or I wish I didn't have to guess how people felt because they won't tell me..