Nov 03, 2004 21:30
hey everyone,
well i'm updating and i'm very so very cold!!!
I 'm practically freezing
anyways:
I feel very nostalgic today and i know that i shouldn't
it's a bad thing to think about Him i try my best not to but all i want to do is get on the phone and call him just to hear his voice. i think about how i can get us to meet again and whenever he is close by i remember all the good times we had i wish that i could go back to those times so bad but i know that its impossible everytime that i see him ,his face ,his hands, his eyes i want to kiss him soo bad. it's so hard for me sometimes especially when my mom gets really bitchy ..
But like everyone else in the world , i'm trying to manage and cope with the situation
Well changing subjects
I am soo wxcited that i got to talk to a friend that i haven't talked to in years
actually he wasn't really a friend back then but now he is and he sounds sooooo!!! HOTT!!!!!! he said he was six feet tall now and i was really surprized he was soo much shorter than me! i just can't believe it his voice is sooo deep i've never herd a deeper voice in my life. From what his mom told me he is a banger but he said he also liked rap so that's good. i asked him when he would be in dallas and he said that he had to find a job to pay his flight over you see he lives in Georgia. he has a younger brother and an even younger sister. it's so funny because my mom used to babysit all three at the same time together with two other kids we met when i first came to the U.S. because we used to live at my cousin's home and they used to live next door.somehow my mom and his became really good friends .its so funny b/c she is a chicana and speaks spanish funny sometimes when we got in touch with them recently the first thing she asked me was " are you married yet?" in spanish and i thought that was very funny soon she asked me about my cousins and if they had gotten married . it was real cute how ahe said it.but anyways
maybe they will come to dallas for christmas and i can't wait till they do if they come i want to see Austin, Curtis, and Duniela again and see how much they've grown last time we saw them duniela was just an infant she wasn't even one yet and now she's 7 years old . i'm so excited.
Well that's all i'm going to write for now.
Till next time
Bye