crazy julie

[liljuliebee]

I have no idea what is going on around me anymore... all i know is Ayden!! Things happen, people have conversations... i feel as if i wasnt there, but everyone says i was! Am I loosing my mind?? No one told me this was a side affect from having a baby! I loose things like an old lady, I cant drive for shit anymore, Tim's driving scares the crap outta me now, and i never remember to take my medicine(and i dont have much to take since i'm breastfeeding Ayden, just vitamins and birth control).
Keeping shit straight is a daily chore for me. Poor tim use to rely on me to remeber everything!! Now i have no brains!!