oh i miss the kiss of treachery the aching kiss

[liljonny]

The shrill sounds of screams rung through my ears. My body so bent I could barely stand. My head so clouded with anger that my eyes saw red. My stomach turning so much I was sure I was going to be sick. If I could have shot the stereo I would. I wondered how anyone could be so cold, until I looked at you and understood. My blood froze as it

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[michaelpitt]

all this could make me think of is john. hopefully, i'm wrong.

[liljonny]

It's not about John at all. I wonder why you thought it was though.

[michaelpitt]

i guess he was on the brain because we both saw him the other day. i thought maybe you were thinking over your meeting with him. and just because i know him. he shows little mercy.

i'm not sure what this all means and maybe i wasn't meant to understand.

[liljonny]

John doesn't have that much of an effect on me to get me to those levels of emotion. I can see why you would think that but I think it has more to do with the fact that you can see yourself in my position with this person with John. Yes?

I'll explain it to you if you would like to know but it's about Mat actually.

[michaelpitt]

initially i could see myself in your position, but then i'd disagree knowing this is about mat. it becomes a completely different scenario when love is involved. i never loved john.

[liljonny]

It's so much worse when love is involved. At least now I understand better and I feel ready to let it all go. I certainly changed me but it doesn't have to dictate the rest of my life.

[michaelpitt]

i feel privileged to witness your metamorphosis.

[liljonny]

Or cursed. I will let you be the judge.

[michaelpitt]

you seem pessimistic today.

[liljonny]

Apprehensive. Guarded. Everything is about to change.

[michaelpitt]

there are about a hundred things i'd like to say, but i'm sure they would all be inappropriate.

[matdevine]

Or scared?

[matdevine]

Wait, I want to rephrase. No one is going to believe in it if you don't. The only way for you to do that is to be absolutely sure of what you want

[john_c_mitchell]

You're giving me far too much power here, darling. Have I taught you nothing?

[michaelpitt]

not really. i remember what it's like to be with you. i just thought jon might have remembered as well. although, you do flip flop a lot. maybe because you can't make up your mind if you want to be good or evil (with the appropriate white or black suit to match).

[john_c_mitchell]

Well, there's certainly no point in playing a role if you don't look the part, is there, love? I've given you my word that my intentions here are pure.