karma..
i am the one he denied...
But, i swallowed my pride and pushed all the bullshit to the side..
And now i miss him...
lame
anyways.
i dunno, i've been kinda blah lately.
not wantin to do much.
i just wanna take my mind ofd everything.
everything that sucks.
which would mainly be HIGHSCHOOL
fuk that place. haha
so much BS it's unbelievable.
now only do i miss one person. i miss TWO.
TWO. two people that i shouldn't miss at all.
yet, some how i miss um..
i think i'm withdrawling from my lonliness.
thinking about the old "boyfriends" thinking about the old times.
i miss it.
i hate change.
as much as i try to seem like change doesn't bother me. it does. BIG TIME.
i want things to be how they were last year.
last year was a good year.
i miss april, the parties, driving around aimlessly, the apartment, the talks. everything.
it just sucks that things change SO quickly.
i've been goin thru change so much you'd think that i'd be use to it by now. but i'm not.
winter break.
boy can i not wait.
2 weeks or however long it is off school.
no BS no nothing.
life gets no better.
partyin? of course.
whats a holiday break w/out one.
except we didn't get one this break. LAME
haha.
but next break. for sure.
New Years. ohh it's gonna rock.
now i'm rambling. so i'm gonna go.
just ate pie and i'm feelin kinda sick.
xOx* ♥
But, i swallowed my pride and pushed all the bullshit to the side..
And now i miss him...
lame
anyways.
i dunno, i've been kinda blah lately.
not wantin to do much.
i just wanna take my mind ofd everything.
everything that sucks.
which would mainly be HIGHSCHOOL
fuk that place. haha
so much BS it's unbelievable.
now only do i miss one person. i miss TWO.
TWO. two people that i shouldn't miss at all.
yet, some how i miss um..
i think i'm withdrawling from my lonliness.
thinking about the old "boyfriends" thinking about the old times.
i miss it.
i hate change.
as much as i try to seem like change doesn't bother me. it does. BIG TIME.
i want things to be how they were last year.
last year was a good year.
i miss april, the parties, driving around aimlessly, the apartment, the talks. everything.
it just sucks that things change SO quickly.
i've been goin thru change so much you'd think that i'd be use to it by now. but i'm not.
winter break.
boy can i not wait.
2 weeks or however long it is off school.
no BS no nothing.
life gets no better.
partyin? of course.
whats a holiday break w/out one.
except we didn't get one this break. LAME
haha.
but next break. for sure.
New Years. ohh it's gonna rock.
now i'm rambling. so i'm gonna go.
just ate pie and i'm feelin kinda sick.
xOx* ♥