OKAY WHAT THE FUCK!
okay this is gay, Jeremy thinks something is wrong with me and he says my behavior is like all wierd and shitty, just because i got really trashed friday night...WTF? thats gay, what happened was i got relly drunk and was given some zanex (5--1mg) and i was drunk so i took them all and got even more fucked up, the funneled like 3 beers, and a roomer started that i snorted coke!!! WTF?? I did not snort coke never have never will, i dont put anything up my nose, and rarely do any drugs, but Jeremy thinks i party way to hard for a 16 year old, but again WTF that friday night was the first night i had partied in over 3 weeks, but yeah i am a hardcore partier RIIIIGGGHHHTTT
but anyways, he says he is not remorsefull for anything he said, which is fucked up, cause he knows its not my fault i got that fucked up, but anyways
so tody was okay, woke up still drunk...wow...came home went back to sleep then went to mcdonalds ate and....wow i dont remember anything from last night or this morning really, all I remember was waking up to my dad saying ''Son I need the car, you need to start heading home'' got up, lost my keys, found my keys locked inside my car, used my hand tool ''mr. clothes hanger, and got the door unlocked like that and was able to be home in time,
then i finally got up from sleeping and took a shower, then left went and got Jeremy, went to Dianne's house so i could get Dianne's keys to her car, cause she locked herself out, and then we were at the bowling alley, i thought i lost both of my credit cards, but really i had given one to my mom and the other to my brother....speaking of that i dont know why they took them, they have thier own credit cards....hhmmm
anyways then we went to Dianne's where her little sister was having an x-mas party there were like 60 8th graders there, and yeah, pow wow in garage with jeremy dianne and maegan, jeremy & dianne seem to dissapear so me and maegan sit and talk, 11 o'clock jeremy and dianne come round the corner and they said they were goin to the trampoline, and for some reason jeremy cant keep his mouth shut, if im not mistaken i told him not to tell anyone about friday night but now everyone knows, anyways so then maegan left and me and jeremy left, took him home then come home, only to read what Jeremy put in the lJ which i think is fucked up but anyways its late, and i have got to be up early
so good night to all....
but anyways, he says he is not remorsefull for anything he said, which is fucked up, cause he knows its not my fault i got that fucked up, but anyways
so tody was okay, woke up still drunk...wow...came home went back to sleep then went to mcdonalds ate and....wow i dont remember anything from last night or this morning really, all I remember was waking up to my dad saying ''Son I need the car, you need to start heading home'' got up, lost my keys, found my keys locked inside my car, used my hand tool ''mr. clothes hanger, and got the door unlocked like that and was able to be home in time,
then i finally got up from sleeping and took a shower, then left went and got Jeremy, went to Dianne's house so i could get Dianne's keys to her car, cause she locked herself out, and then we were at the bowling alley, i thought i lost both of my credit cards, but really i had given one to my mom and the other to my brother....speaking of that i dont know why they took them, they have thier own credit cards....hhmmm
anyways then we went to Dianne's where her little sister was having an x-mas party there were like 60 8th graders there, and yeah, pow wow in garage with jeremy dianne and maegan, jeremy & dianne seem to dissapear so me and maegan sit and talk, 11 o'clock jeremy and dianne come round the corner and they said they were goin to the trampoline, and for some reason jeremy cant keep his mouth shut, if im not mistaken i told him not to tell anyone about friday night but now everyone knows, anyways so then maegan left and me and jeremy left, took him home then come home, only to read what Jeremy put in the lJ which i think is fucked up but anyways its late, and i have got to be up early
so good night to all....