If the world's at large, why should I remain? Walked away to another plan.
Well first off lemme start out here with the way I feel on a few things:
1. I just love how one thinks I am jealous of them and their new relationship, or tries to make me jealous of it. Well let me tell you that I am not jealous one bit. Yea I may show some anger toward the fact at times, but trust me I am not jealous. In fact, I am happy that you moved on, so now maybe I can without you fucking shit up like you did before. What I have come to figure out is that what I am feeling is not jealousy, it's just the fact that you spent so much time with this one person and the two of you have been through a lot, you break up, but that person is still there. But when they move on that is when it all hits you that this person you once loved is gone for good, never again will it be you and him. I don't know if you will actually understand where I am coming from, but to me it makes sense.
2. I just love how people go and narc to RA's cause they are mad that someone rather hang out with me, (from what I heard the reason was), but yet every night have your boyfriend there, no one wants to walk into the room seeing you two passed out naked, its nasty! And if you had such a problem, you never once said a damn thing too ME!! I heard it from everyone, but you! So next time before you decide to be a lil' narc, why not approach me first if you have a problem, instead of being a little kid and telling!!!
OKay now I am done venting out all my anger. On a lighter note ... ONLY 3 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!! WooT WooT!!!! So what have I been up to?? Just the same ol' shit ... parting, hanging with my favo. girls BREEZY and JEANNIE!!! They are the SHIT!!, and being with my wonderful boyfriend. He is so0o0o0o great, I love him very much!!! He is such a sweetheart! So me and Bree went last night to pledge at Delta Theata Kappa, they are awesome. I think it will be a lot of fun, the girls have a lot of energy and enthusiasm!! Man I just love life!!! It is going so great now!! Well I guess that is all for now, cause I gotta go get ready for Thirsty Thursday's!!!!! *It's PeaCe*
**JEN**
I love my baby...CP!!!!
This is an awesome song:
"The World At Large"
Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.
Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?
The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.
I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?
The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.
I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.