Just Updating...
I got a new phone last Tuesday. It's a Nextel and the number is 231-629-7617 and the dc number is 131*550028*21. Just thought I would let ya know. Since I really don't think anyone really reads this, expect for my brother every now and then and even then I don't know if he does. I guess I pretty much write to write and get things off my chest.
Josh and I are into our house and its pretty sweet and small. Its a lot better then a) living with parents or b) living with a whole bunch of roommates.
I work all the time and when I'm not working then I'm either tired or still trying to get things in order around the house.
I'm not really sure what is going on with me now a days, but all I know is that my attitude has gotten way worse. I just snap and I'm too touchy about things. I just don't know why and I would really like to know, because I can see that it is ruining things with Josh and I and that just kills me inside, because he means so much to me.
I'm just sitting here waiting for Josh to get out of work so we can go out and do something. He told me that he wants me to go over to a friends house and not wait around for him but all I want to do is be with him. Especially how things are going right now. I just want him. I don't want to hang out with a bunch of other people without him. I dont know I just need to figure out what is going on with me and in my head, because its really starting to bother me and the people I surround myself with.
Jen :(
Josh and I are into our house and its pretty sweet and small. Its a lot better then a) living with parents or b) living with a whole bunch of roommates.
I work all the time and when I'm not working then I'm either tired or still trying to get things in order around the house.
I'm not really sure what is going on with me now a days, but all I know is that my attitude has gotten way worse. I just snap and I'm too touchy about things. I just don't know why and I would really like to know, because I can see that it is ruining things with Josh and I and that just kills me inside, because he means so much to me.
I'm just sitting here waiting for Josh to get out of work so we can go out and do something. He told me that he wants me to go over to a friends house and not wait around for him but all I want to do is be with him. Especially how things are going right now. I just want him. I don't want to hang out with a bunch of other people without him. I dont know I just need to figure out what is going on with me and in my head, because its really starting to bother me and the people I surround myself with.
Jen :(