Jan 05, 2008 12:02
The year began with a bang, at Kirribili overseeing the fireworks spectacular with family and friends (as well as a Dutch couple visiting Australia for a year, they were tres interesting). The neighbours boomed Gwen Stefani music as I lay in bed all night, and I "This my shit"-ed my way into 2008. What a way to do such.
Like a cat on heat stuck in a moving car.
I'm trying to arrange a date for this week. I hope it all happens, and that it does so well.
A scary conversation, shut my eyes, can't find the brake.
I had a slight panique sweat the other night in bed contemplating the next two years at school; the HSC and it's worries, chemistry and whether it was the right choice, ageing quickly with responsibility.
What if they say that you're a cloner/clawer? (I could never figure out that lyric.)
Resolve: to quit all Coca Cola, Pepsi and caffeine-infused soft drink that are bad for health/teeth/weight/skin. And all fast food. And to lose weight. And make myself more sociable. (The usual x 2)
Naturally I'm worried if I do it alone.
Contemplating, contemplating, contemplating.
Who really cares 'cause it's your life, you never know it could be great.
2008...the year of great.
dating,
school,
holidays,
anxieties,
dieting