If I had one wish...
I'd wish myself back to a day when I was happy. Really, genuinely, ear-to-ear grinningly happy. For some reason all of those days seem so far away now. What happened to me? Why did I become so jumbled up on the inside? Why can't I get those days back?
What day would I revisit...I'm thinking either August 17th of last year (for so many reasons and because it resulted in the most emotional journal entry I ever made), September 2nd (for similar reasons as well as the epiphany I had driving home the next morning), January 12th of this year, or New Years Eve. Those are my choices. Who wants to build a time machine and take me there? I'd pay anything for 5 seconds of happiness. I don't want to fake it anymore.
What day would I revisit...I'm thinking either August 17th of last year (for so many reasons and because it resulted in the most emotional journal entry I ever made), September 2nd (for similar reasons as well as the epiphany I had driving home the next morning), January 12th of this year, or New Years Eve. Those are my choices. Who wants to build a time machine and take me there? I'd pay anything for 5 seconds of happiness. I don't want to fake it anymore.