blowin off steam

May 15, 2007 13:10

so I'm in class and I can't pay attention. I have too much about Greg on the brain. I have no idea how to take all of this. He says all of these nice things to me but why? Is he just running game? Why does this kind if shit always happen to me? I don't get it.

I'll take you to Maryland with me for my hockey tournament
I'll make you sick of tulips
Your beautiful, amazing.
I compare other girls to you, even my ex, your setting a whole new standard.
You know how I feel about you.
I want to give youa reason to wear all of those dresses.

Who the FUCK says shit like this? Why would he say these things to me if he's just running game.
He just got out of a long relationship and says things like this to me? I was fine with things when they began but now, I'm all fucked up. He went too far.

How am I to focus?

You say all of these things and you say you mean them but you still want your space and freedom to date others? Not ready to jump into another relationship.

Not very smart are you?

Just becuz you life is fucked up doesn't mean you need to come into mine and fuck my life up.

Becuz of stupid boys like you I can't get my shit done becuz I'm too busy pondering over what the fuck you mean by what you say then how it is contradictory to what you do!

Don't go around fucking girls over in the process of finding yourself.

I'm glad that I could be one of your 5 ooopppss after a relationship.

I don't deserve to be the fucking rebound. I deserve better that this bullshit!
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