I'm going through a crisis lately due to some unsatisfaction...I waste my time having a job (means: working is a waste of time except for the fact money allows you to do things that make time more worthwhile), I can't find love (means someone with an interest for both espirituality and me), and some other facts...
but on the other hand I'm making such great meditation work and I'm so and so happy of feeling I am in the way :D
about love, I've almost given up. I don't even find people atractive anymore. Tried boys. tried girls. tried youngers. tried olders. tried musicians, artists, bipolars, even tried some very common one!
no way. They bore me. so material, so estressed, so depressed, so physical, so...drugged...I'm tired of occidentals. Egyptians seem much more interesting now. even other mid-easters. seem friendlier and much more espiritual, even if it's based on religion...the soul is there having spiritual response and the results are somewhat similar. that wonderful feeling of plentiness that makes life more wonderful and problems smaller...shame there's that generalized problem with respect for women. strange thing, I've never understood it.
gosh, I think I'm obsessed with egypt. can't quit thinking about it.
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Mauri understands me