Dec 05, 2006 22:36
I really never post. I guess that's ironic because I feel like people don't know whats going on with me anymore. huuuummm....
College apps done. And much faster than expected. Now the hard part. The waiting.
Football team is kicking butt. Thats pretty cool because its most of our sr. years. They should all praise The Beast for their victories. Or just thank the band.
Minato and Lont are eating my soul. Actually, I like Ms. Lonts personality a lot, shes really funny, and... angry. But I still hold with Lucy and my plan to beat Mrs. Minato to death with the eraser ends of our pencils.
I have come to the conclusion that this is the awkward time of my sr. year where I feel super disconnected with almost everyone, and everything having to do with this town, but I am not ready to give that up yet.
We went on a car ride today, and sang christmas song. He has a beautiful voice. Not ready to give up.
I didn't understand what you were talking about today. Again. Ready to give up. Not ready to give in.
Aerobics is the love of my life. I usually "dislike" morning people, but I am *gasp* almost one of them in that class!
I don't know what I did.
I don't know what I can do.
May I please be your friend again?
I am trying. Will you acknowledge me?
Or maybe even include me?
I really do care about you guys, and I wish you knew that.
For some reason this doesn't sound happy. I really am. Life is good, it makes me smile.