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wow. the last two days have been all ups and downs, not to mention sideways, and other sideways.
time i have this weekend + time i have to spend doing things = not enough time to sleep. great. i love times like this.
i have flipped out twice in the last two days, and i haven't done that in a long time. i guess a little bit of stressing out, plus a feeling that i deserve better, and a little bit of a feeling that who the hell is going to give a damn if i just drop out of school, and move away. i am guessing not a lot of people.
music builds my life force, and keeps me together. the music community is causing some major break downs, and its not even marching band season. uhoh.
next year. i am going to focus on solos. not marching, not pepband, solos. it seems selfish, but you know what? the way that i am being treated and a lot of other people too, y'all can just survive without us if your so damn perfect.
this clock is still ticking. its irritating the hell out of me. it ticks too fast too, so its a few hours ahead. so much for getting it fixed.
time i have this weekend + time i have to spend doing things = not enough time to sleep. great. i love times like this.
i have flipped out twice in the last two days, and i haven't done that in a long time. i guess a little bit of stressing out, plus a feeling that i deserve better, and a little bit of a feeling that who the hell is going to give a damn if i just drop out of school, and move away. i am guessing not a lot of people.
music builds my life force, and keeps me together. the music community is causing some major break downs, and its not even marching band season. uhoh.
next year. i am going to focus on solos. not marching, not pepband, solos. it seems selfish, but you know what? the way that i am being treated and a lot of other people too, y'all can just survive without us if your so damn perfect.
this clock is still ticking. its irritating the hell out of me. it ticks too fast too, so its a few hours ahead. so much for getting it fixed.