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So much for a little thing called sleep. I went to bed at about 4am and woke up at about six or seven this morning. I don't know why but for the past few months my ability to sleep perchance to dream has flown right out the window. I'm tired, I just can't sleep. There is no point in me going back to sleep now since I have to get up in two hours to pick up Alexis from Kindergarten.
I wish I didn't have to pick her up. She not really my responsibility, but if I refused the image of her sitting alone in the front office till someone else could pick her up breaks my heart. I do love her. I just don't want to have any more responsibility over her than the step-aunt spoil you rotten type. If I wanted that kind of responsibility at the moment I would have kids of my own.
I wish I didn't have to pick her up. She not really my responsibility, but if I refused the image of her sitting alone in the front office till someone else could pick her up breaks my heart. I do love her. I just don't want to have any more responsibility over her than the step-aunt spoil you rotten type. If I wanted that kind of responsibility at the moment I would have kids of my own.