slide librarian
i've got to take a break from shooting slides. the lights burn my skin worse than a tanning bed and smell like there is something dead in the room. so last night i stayed with rebekah and adrien... it was much fun as we were total girls about everything and i just relaxed and acted the part. not really acted like was not myself acted, but let myself go and didn't worry about anything. r and i went to james last night to say hi to sammy and he and these other guys were in the computer lab playing poker and it was hilarious... we were both in rare form last night and none of them (except sammy who know's better) believed for a second that we were sober. we were all giggles and smiles (not a rarity!) and could not persuade them otherwise. it was fun though. now i am tired from being a girl until almost 3 this morning. i also had a lovely talk with someone who tends to be one of my greatest friends lately... he just cares and that's good. we're so alike in mindset and worldview and the way a relationship should work so i love that we can both confide in one another all the things about ourselves that are going on and we only offer up positive feedback -- it works for us and i am glad to have his unadulterated friendship.