If you leave, don't leave now. Please don't take my heart away...
So, I left Gaia {gaiaonline.com} --- maybe that's why I'm back on here. I miss having an online journal, a journal with a community of course tho. Okay, so I didn't really leave Gaia. I am just taking a break --- but a long break. Maybe I'll be back early next year? Who knows.
I've even thought of blocking some Gaians on my AIM list. It feels akward almost having nothing to talk about, or struggling with a conversation. There are also the few who ask if I will give them items. Bastards.
I told this guy on there that I liked him, & I can't say that it backfired, but I can say that I am extremely confused, & am wishing for an explanation, or simply a solution. But there is none.
I know in some ways, my heart is broken... But maybe this is just a realisation, that maybe my heart always has been.
I've even thought of blocking some Gaians on my AIM list. It feels akward almost having nothing to talk about, or struggling with a conversation. There are also the few who ask if I will give them items. Bastards.
I told this guy on there that I liked him, & I can't say that it backfired, but I can say that I am extremely confused, & am wishing for an explanation, or simply a solution. But there is none.
I know in some ways, my heart is broken... But maybe this is just a realisation, that maybe my heart always has been.