before we scratch all the scripts and we rework the cast
Life has been kind of weird lately. On the one hand, all kinds of good things have been happening. I made delicious stir-fry last week, chock-full of all sorts of crazy vegetables (with a half-improvised recipe). This was a triumph: I am an infrequent, non-intuitive, crappy cook. Also, I think I'm doing rather well with this whole guitar thing (I could stand to practice more, of course, but still), and I just thoroughly enjoy the classes. I've even been relatively social lately. Fourth of July weekend was a lot of fun.
Oddly, though, I've been feeling all kinds of down. I suspect that a large part of this is hormonal; clearly I'm still all kinds of irregular and should never have gone off the pill. I should call my doctor.
I mean, I keep going to call/text Kath over some random tiny detail of my day that nobody else would care about, and I can't. So there's that as well. And there's the fact that I let her become so much of my world for awhile there; it's not just that I miss her, it's the other side of that.
I don't know; I'll figure it out. Tonight I'm going to see the Hush Sound at the Middle East in Cambridge, which is going to be amazing. I am actually mostly excited and happy, right at this moment.
Oddly, though, I've been feeling all kinds of down. I suspect that a large part of this is hormonal; clearly I'm still all kinds of irregular and should never have gone off the pill. I should call my doctor.
I mean, I keep going to call/text Kath over some random tiny detail of my day that nobody else would care about, and I can't. So there's that as well. And there's the fact that I let her become so much of my world for awhile there; it's not just that I miss her, it's the other side of that.
I don't know; I'll figure it out. Tonight I'm going to see the Hush Sound at the Middle East in Cambridge, which is going to be amazing. I am actually mostly excited and happy, right at this moment.