Empty feelings
Well... I finely got a job now after a six month period of unemployment and I still feel worthless. Maybe its because I have absolutely no money at all. My mom is going to be taking a two week vacation and she'll be around to remind me of what I can't and can not do. Great...
It's really hard to concentrate on things in the world when you are truly detached to the world in the first place. I've tried getting outside, meeting new people, and trying new things but the numbness just deepens. But its been three years and complaining about this is like beating an old horse over the head. At least I want someone that I can relate to who's actually going through these things.
I know getting a job won't mean the end of having no money as my mom wants to send me and my sister as much bills as possible. So I'm trying my best to get other means of money as well.
http://www.reviewstream.com/reviews/index.php?s=AlwaysLooking Reviewstream.com is a great place to get my opinions across and get paid for them. I think I like this better than Shvoong.com because each vote means 0.10 on my account and I all ready have 3.30 in it with just a few reviews. Shvoong.com feels like a waste of time and I only have 0.04 on it. I don't know how people get more than 10.00 on it. http://www.shvoong.com/tags/alwayslooking/ Both links are my reviews. Please vote on my reviewstream reviews or rate and comment on my shvoong ones.
Anyway SPOILER FOR DEATH NOTE'S ENDING. I can't believe the ending of Death Note. It almost makes Light's efforts seem like a waste of time. I'm sick of reading good manga and seeing the character die in the end. Oh well, it was a good read while it lasted. Light was an interesting character. I just wish he didn't off Takada. They would have made a good couple =). I've also finished Those Who Hunt Elves. It's pretty random and somewhat offensive (striping elves) but I enjoyed it (striping elves. I like elves). Now what is their to watch? I feel like doing a cosplay from that show but I'm not sure if anybody would know who I was if I did Celicia (sp?). Choices.