May 09, 2007 19:49
I don't know how to put into words everything that has happened recently. I want to. But I start, and I can't seem to finish.
So, in short, I've lost two of the most important people in my life. One to death (my uncle Alan), and one to growing apart (Charity). Both situations are incredibly painful and shitty. But I'll be okay. Because that's the only way I can be.
I'll be going to NYU in September for my MA in psych. Moving to New York scares the shit out of me. But I have to do it. If I don't, I'm a failure. I'm giving up everything I've said I'm working for.
My anthem as of late has been Fiona Apple's "A Mistake"
I'm a different person than most of you knew. And I'm okay with that.