More on Japan!!!!!
Okay on the third day in Japan everyone went into Fuckashima city where we did a lot of ahopping and also took these cute little pics that are like stickers!!!! After that we played dodgeball AGAIN! and then thatnight we went to my students aunt's house where i tried sake for the first time it tastes like straight vodka! when i went back home i went home i everyone was teaching me how to speak japanese, that was fun. oh i forgot earlier that day we all went to this starwars art museum thing where i got to see all these things that were accually used in the real star wars movies like the real yoda and stuff like that! On Friday we had to wake up at 6:30 so we could go to this sameri castel that was ok kinda boring but then we all got to go swimming in this really warm lake not to far away from the castel that was fun espescially the part when i got to see junya w/ no shirt on!!! oh i miss him! and the rest of them sooo much! Ne waz Sat was the family day and so I went to the graveyard w/ them to set it up for obon and then the uncles house where we prayed. At like 330 we went to a cookout at sara's students house. From there we had to go to the town hall where we learned to play tyco drumms. that was fun. (right right left right left; repeat). The next day was a family day again. we went to this city like 1hr and 1/2 away. It was me my sis her student my student and my students family. We went on this boat and went site seeing around the harbor! it was really nice and we went to this island ova this walk way it was really nice. in the city there was this really big festival going on so we went shopping and all that good stuff. We went home and then i knocked out cuz i was so tired. The next day was so sad cuz it was the last day in their homes! we had the obon festival! That was fun!I think the next day was the hardest for everyone cuz it was the day we were leaving. I was crying my eyes out it was so sad. i really wish i could go back i would love it but i kno i cant but i hope sum day i hope to start the program up again afta college!
As for wats going on around here i am really confused! I mean i like this boy (i am not going to be saying the name) but he likes this girl!!!! He is so nice and sweet and almost every word that comes out of his mouth makes me laugh! I really wish he knew! i mean the girl doesnt even like him! idk it just gets really confusing most of the time when it comes to guys!
When i got home from Japan i was rip shit! Any one kno y? Well guess wat everyone i have a new neighbor! can ne1 take a wild guess as to who it migh be? Well if u guessed a really really hot guy your wrong its my fucking good for nothing father! y him of all the people in the world y him! all i wanna do is cry everytime im home now cuz it is just another reminder of everything i went truogh w/ him and all the pain i have felt for the past oh i dont know four years. ur house is supposed to be ur haven now mine is my hell! i hated being here in the first place now it just pushes me further to the point where i just wanna leave and i just wanna go back to south dakota and stay there cuz out there at least i have people that like me and i can start ova get a new reputation no one knows me no one knows how i used to be no one knows my family...well some do and fortuetly its the really hot guys that are friends w/ my cousin!! Idk i just dont wanna be here and school starts tuesday and that is just gonna depress me even more! Hopefully thisa kid will turn my feelings upside down and maybe some how make me happy! But for me i can only wish!
Sweet dreams
Jen xoxo
As for wats going on around here i am really confused! I mean i like this boy (i am not going to be saying the name) but he likes this girl!!!! He is so nice and sweet and almost every word that comes out of his mouth makes me laugh! I really wish he knew! i mean the girl doesnt even like him! idk it just gets really confusing most of the time when it comes to guys!
When i got home from Japan i was rip shit! Any one kno y? Well guess wat everyone i have a new neighbor! can ne1 take a wild guess as to who it migh be? Well if u guessed a really really hot guy your wrong its my fucking good for nothing father! y him of all the people in the world y him! all i wanna do is cry everytime im home now cuz it is just another reminder of everything i went truogh w/ him and all the pain i have felt for the past oh i dont know four years. ur house is supposed to be ur haven now mine is my hell! i hated being here in the first place now it just pushes me further to the point where i just wanna leave and i just wanna go back to south dakota and stay there cuz out there at least i have people that like me and i can start ova get a new reputation no one knows me no one knows how i used to be no one knows my family...well some do and fortuetly its the really hot guys that are friends w/ my cousin!! Idk i just dont wanna be here and school starts tuesday and that is just gonna depress me even more! Hopefully thisa kid will turn my feelings upside down and maybe some how make me happy! But for me i can only wish!
Sweet dreams
Jen xoxo