the update dave needs.
Owen is in jail until at least November, and at the LATEST, April.
and that's how the cookie crumbled.
I am going to write him every day, and send pictures all the time, and I am going to do just fine because I have plenty of money to get by, regardless.
I've been coping pretty well on my own, I took the garbage out all by myself, I did the laundry all by myself (well, in actuality, I've had Jamie's help...)
I even installed my printer all by myself.
But I really miss waking up next to Owen, and I miss seeing his shoes all over the apartment, and I miss his dirty shirts hanging on the doorknobs... I miss hearing him blare his crappy rap music, I miss the smell of his cigars, I miss his snoring, I miss his ADD, his dirty jokes, I miss him completely, wholly and unconditionally.
Maybe that'll ease up a little.
It's just the loneliness that gets me. Going everywhere and doing everything alone. Grocery shopping alone. Cooking alone. Coming home to nobody and nothing. Waking up alone.
Everything I do now, I will have to do alone.
and that's how the cookie crumbled.
I am going to write him every day, and send pictures all the time, and I am going to do just fine because I have plenty of money to get by, regardless.
I've been coping pretty well on my own, I took the garbage out all by myself, I did the laundry all by myself (well, in actuality, I've had Jamie's help...)
I even installed my printer all by myself.
But I really miss waking up next to Owen, and I miss seeing his shoes all over the apartment, and I miss his dirty shirts hanging on the doorknobs... I miss hearing him blare his crappy rap music, I miss the smell of his cigars, I miss his snoring, I miss his ADD, his dirty jokes, I miss him completely, wholly and unconditionally.
Maybe that'll ease up a little.
It's just the loneliness that gets me. Going everywhere and doing everything alone. Grocery shopping alone. Cooking alone. Coming home to nobody and nothing. Waking up alone.
Everything I do now, I will have to do alone.