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cant write much right now... things are a bit busy and i should be in bed.... but i thought id write for no reason at all.
i must seem like i think about tim all the time, but i couldnt help it on the way back from the airport last night...
i was on the t by myself waiting at this one stop while everyone piled in as many people as possible. (we like to pack the t as much as possible. its more fun that way.)
and i was looking out the window staring -yes staring as my mother taught me not to do- at this couple outside of the train. the guy grabbed his girlfriend's elbows and brought her arms around him as he pulled her in close to him. he leaned his forehead against hers as she hugged him and then he lifted his head slightly and kissed her on the forehead... and then he looked up at me and saw that i had been watching this most intimate moment he had been having, and i instinctly looked away but just enough so that i could see him out of the corner of my eye... and he went right back into his own little world.
i miss having that every day.
i must seem like i think about tim all the time, but i couldnt help it on the way back from the airport last night...
i was on the t by myself waiting at this one stop while everyone piled in as many people as possible. (we like to pack the t as much as possible. its more fun that way.)
and i was looking out the window staring -yes staring as my mother taught me not to do- at this couple outside of the train. the guy grabbed his girlfriend's elbows and brought her arms around him as he pulled her in close to him. he leaned his forehead against hers as she hugged him and then he lifted his head slightly and kissed her on the forehead... and then he looked up at me and saw that i had been watching this most intimate moment he had been having, and i instinctly looked away but just enough so that i could see him out of the corner of my eye... and he went right back into his own little world.
i miss having that every day.