Feb 06, 2005 15:25
Just a feeling. But don't you love how it's like a rollercoaster ride? I feel increasingly sick and paranoid. I don't know, but thinking about something right now is making me physically ill. Which is really messed up. This hasn't happened for a really long time. I'm actually a very private person, not many people believe that though. God, why can't I calm down?!?! I think I'm gonna have to go get some fresh air soon. Yes, a walk sounds good. Very good indeed. I need to calm down, and think of something other than the worst.