Ups and Downs of Adolecence
Well, I'm doing much better than last night. Trust me on this. I wasn't depressed, or even suicidal, but hey, whatever works. Teen angst, can't beat it. I'm drinking Wild Cherry Pepsi. Hmmmm.....nothing has really happened today, because I just woke up about 40 minutes ago. But I have taken a shower, and my mom said I look like a (?) gymnast today. I pulled some more of the painters tape from my walls today! How exciting. Mass apologies do nothing. Seriously, they are so general, you're better off putting a banner on the watertower. My neck hurts. I'm talking to Sam and Krystal on IM. God, I love metal music, it rocks! It gets me hyper, and vindictive, and everything! I emailed Nick, and asked him some questions that are very important to me lately. I figured that I am in much better moods in the morning, when everything is bright and sunshiny! Drama is some fucked up shit. I feel like playing more Animal Crossing today, it's addictive. People should tell the truth more often, it creates a lot less horrible rumors. If you knew someone when they were next to nothing, and now they think they're god, are you entitled to say something to bring them down a notch or two? Or let it runs its course, and make many people miserable? I'm glad I have no boyfriend, all though there are a few I wouldn't mind getting to know better, it's not a physical thing, it hasn't been lately, at all. It is me feeling comfortable about who they project themselves as being, and I'm so lost lately, I'm not good for anyone romantically. But still, I miss giving people flowers, and having important dates to remember. Romance is romantic