Jan 12, 2005 22:16
Other peoples dreams have come to play an important part in my life. They so obviously want something, and if I can find something to help them, I'll try. Mostly this is because I have lost focus of my dreams. They used to be so clear, but lately....eh, there losing their luster. But honestly, this hasn't bothered me, I've updated my dreams. Brandon kinda knows them, but he's never gonna figure out what they mean. I am so confusing lately. My room is coming along nicely, but I still need to think about layout of my furniture. That should be fun, I love decorating. I think I'm gonna stay in Aitkin for a couple more years, I have no desire to get out, maybe I"m just too scared from the first time, but the more I think about it, the less appealing it gets. Unless it's the right circumstances. (Once again, Brandon may know them, but doesn't understand.) I'm just chilling until school, so I plan on going shopping next week in St. Cloud, or maybe this weekend if the weather clears.
I really need to work on organizing my thoughts again sometime soon. I'm getting horrible. Tonight I hung out with Brandon and Anthony, we went to Anthony's house, and then I took them out to dinner at the 40 Club. It was cool, saw John's dad there. I bought pull tabs, won $4, spent $9. Not too bad I suppose. Dinner was the most fun I've had in awhile. I got to snuggle tonight! It was awesome and much needed. Thank you for listening to my random ramblings, I shall now go paint like a good little girl.
*Lilicea*